User:Neo Theta

I'm not a janitor anymore. If I stay here any longer, I'll just become dead weight.

Screw it all
Maybe it's time to move on. I don't know where to, but I do know that I can't hold on to this place forever. It's been half a decade, half a decade, and yet I keep coming back in spite of everything. I've dealt with spammers, /b/tards, helpers, even a difficult admin or two. I did what I could, and never asked for anything in return. But, at the end of the day, it's an online encyclopedia about the Annoying Orange. All these little power struggles just seem so pointless when you take a step back, and look at it objectively. Besides, the only thing I've been doing lately is ban and delete. What I was really doing was exercising the only bit of power I have in my life. That's all I've ever done here, really. This place has always been a means for me to run away from my problems in real life, escape from reality for just a few brief moments. Nobody should be proud of me for coming back, I should have left this place behind to focus on more important things. No matter what I accomplish here, in the real world I'll still be in the same place I've always been. And now it's September, and I've done nothing to change that reality. Not only that, but my physical condition will only get worse. I can't keep coming back here anymore. I have to focus on my real life, and what little I can do there. Anyone who sees this, I hope you'll understand.

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